It was my new plan. Not to get attached. Protect myself at all costs.
The only logical thing to do.
I can't believe I had said it.
I can't believe I had bought myself a ticket on the same railroad I had spent most of my life on.
The Protect Tammy Train.
What am I doing?
Am I going to hurt myself by "protecting" myself again?
Am I going to miss out on a blessing that God has for me because of my own fear?
When God had just broken the chains of a life-long barrier I had created over my heart.
That's what people did, I thought.
I had created my own remedy.
A quick-fix-it for myself.
The more I thought about it, the sadder I became for myself.
How did I not recognize the familiar scenery of a place I had already been?
I'm so glad He stepped in when He did.
It's about giving the love that He intends for me to give.
And in return, He will see to it that my heart is protected.
I know that my Father in heaven wants more from me, and for me.
I love connecting with people and sharing God's love with them.
I'm so glad He came to my rescue once again...saving me from myself.
"For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
I Peter 4:8
Most of all, continue to show deep love for eachother, for love covers a multitude of sins.
Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another-and all the more as you see the day approaching.